Tilted heart of Kunal

The Tilted heart.   

The darkness  has  been erased , by  sunlight ,gradually.

  My map is in pieces ,I have taken a wrong turn surely.

 But.. I desire to go where my heart is tilted  .

 The Horizon is too confusing,I dont know why.

 All I know is ,I always wanted to fly.

  I knew my heart is tilted...

  I have burned my tiny wings,Beacuse I had to cross life 's bridge  by walk. 

I did it ,Just to avoid what they talk.  

But my heart is still tilted...  

On monday morning,I do look in mirror.I forgive myself for not looking in my eyes. 

I never ask that thoughts to rise.

 But  they  rise coz my heart is tilted....

  I look at my  left wrist, for time,and not to measure the angle between two pins. 

,I have had got on wrong trains so many times. 

 Oh , yes,but My heart is tilted....  

I know ,I never been where my heart is tilted.

 I am  standing on the wrong hill, I dont know why for which you  envied and greeted.  

  I  used to look  outside  from my room ,mostly rainbows. 

But ,now my glassed cabin doesnt have windows.  

Oh yes but my heart is tilted.... 

 The death of  hopes and dreams passed without funeral. 

They called it 'life' in general  

Oh I must not forget  my heart is tilted...  ....

my mom

To day I got an answer for my question which was raised in my mind earlier, it s about ….

My Mumma, Why do I consider her my ALMIGHTY, my GOD!

How many times she told me that work and work then only you ll get perk

But I realized only when I got less handwork’s final jerk.

How many times she told me to respect love & relationships

But I realized only when I had to leave my relationship

How many times she told not to worry too much

But I listened only when it badly affected my health

How many times she told me to not drive so fast?
But i listened....???
Only when I met with accident & I come to know she is always rite.

How many times she asked me to open d book...
I realized I should have opened it when I fall short of 2 marks for passing.

How many times she told me to eat healthy food at least once a day?
But I started eating only after being told by doctor to do so!

Still there are so many things that I‘ve not experienced yet …. but

How many times she tells me to get up early?
I get up only if I have lectures, that too I m always late!

How many times she tells me to pray daily?
I pray only when exams arrive or results are awaited!

How many times she tells me to learn new things instead of wasting time? I realize only when I come to know that my classmates have done better things than me and I stand nowhere....Mom is always right n tells me everything for me, my benefits, my profits!But I listen only when I have suffered d loss n it as cost me life! But I love u, MOM…

Even after me being wrong, u forgive so easily…
U stand by me when I need u to…
U are truly my God’s blessing…..
HE knows how much I need u today, tomorrow n forever…..

Wanna tell u MOM that No matter how many times we argue or have different opinions, U will b always b my GOD!

Love U, MOM!

- Your loving son KUNAL

 one of the graet composer had composed it and i ve posted it get your comments ,its all about karnaa a great warriorand sixth pandava~~

Born with a shining Armour

Result of someone’s untimely prayers

Left alone in the big world to fight

Raised by someone who did what he thought was right
Asked the little child to God…. Why Me?



Raised in a poor yet loving family
Little did he knew about the reality
Always getting the shorter end of the stick
Life was making him more determined and stiff
Again he asked to God. ..Why Me ?



Taking life the way it came
Along the way ignoring the shame that came
His heart was full of grudges and angst
And that was the biggest source of his strength
Again the young man asked to God
Why Me.?



Life has got no retakes
He did went through his share of mistakes
But the last thing on his mind was regret
But never did he tried to forget
The not so rosy past
And time just went ticking so fast



Along came curses that did come true
Along came friendship that indeed was true
Along came name, fame and glory
But also came with it an unforgettable rivalry



For opponents he was always the wall
Between defeat and victory
Little did he knew that he will forever become immortal
In the pages of History

You walked into my life and filled my life with a joy
Giving me the attention and care I though I always dream
you made to my heart to scream loud
You turned into an addiction
and i cant explain that condyion
Anytime I needed someone you were always there

Things soon ended
Feelings changed and friendship changed
My addiction grew and I needed it to go on
You were there but not as much

Time went on and our friendship was all that existed
We talked of our friendship and of next year
You were my addiction every day I needed you
Soon everything changed and I longed for you more

As time keeps going things still are not the same
I wake up and tell myself I do not need you
As the day goes by I still know I am addicted
I try going on with a smile but soon there is nothing

I dream of you now and that is all I have
Our talks are rare and my smiles fade
I dream of you coming back but that is rare
I became addicted and wish I was not

I long for the past before we talked
I wish I did not ever find you back
I am addicted and cannot say good bye
How am I supposed to forget you?

You filled my life with joy
From every day to every night you were there
You soon walked out of my life and were never heard of

Now I am addicted and know it is over'

BY UNKNOWN

I look at you with a smile on my face
For finally you and I have a place
allowed to talk and laugh and be
Together at last, just you and me,

The empty void and all the fears
are filled with love and future years
In your arms, safe at long last,
not worried about hurtful past

All loves forgotten as we lay in bed,
closing my eyes as I rest my head,
my heart being stronger than ever before
A new chapter, an open door,

hoping that as we walk through
neither of us will need more glue
No broken pieces, nor falling apart
just togetherness, a fresh new start

Holding you close as I sing our song,
thinking you lusted, but I was wrong
You chose me, and we're taking the leap
I hope ours is a love to keep
- BY kUNAL

my love

I want you
But I can;t
I'd steal you
If I had a chance
If I could make you mine
Just by a glance
That would be lonely
Simply lovely
If I could make you fall in love with me
I would
If I could show you how I feel
I would
But life's like this and men are to slow
We lose women like the keys on the floor
I really want you so I can't deny
I really love you and it ain't no lie
You make me see a world...
That people dream of...
Though your eyes you are the lady
My special lady
So stay with me
I show you please
Just come and see
I'll be the one you only need...
Just you and me

i m alone

When it's time to hang up the phone
My hand loses all sensation
Its impossible to write anything because
The thought of you breaks concentration

I cant focus on anything except
That smile on your face
Because I know there isn't a thing in this world
That could ever take its place

Not a single thing has changed
I still remember just the way you feel
I still remember the way I ask myself
How any of this could be real

Because I still have trouble grasping
The fact that all my dreams came true
But then again the truth is
The only thing I dream of is you

I'm always afraid to touch your hand
For I fear that you will fade away
Every single night I beg and plead
That by my side you'll always stay

Because without you in my life
Colors would cease to exist
When you step into my field of vision
Temptation I cannot resist

Because you give me a reason to wake
You make it all worth while
You give me something no one else can
You give me a reason to smile

BY KUNAL